Have you ever...
... grew tired of explaining your side to people who won't even dare listen? I have.
Even if I explain myself, they would just refuse to understand. I am not overly genius. And I am very much aware of that. I am an average student in a super-duper-above-average university, if that's not even an overstatement. I failed one class, you guys. And it seems like the end of the world for me. If I happen to be a suicidal person, I'd be long gone by now. But I'm glad that I'm not.
Maybe the saying "you only see what you want to see" is true. Today, I've been branded USELESS. In every possible way anyone could ever imagine. They only see my failures. Not even one "congratulations" on my some considerably high grades and some okay grades. Not one.
I get it. I failed. I'm at fault. I get it, okay? But is that enough to call me useless? I don't want to take everything they said personally, but maybe at the moment, I would. I'm even tearing up as I write this. Hahaha. I am not the sort of person who brags every time I do the right or good thing, as much as possible, I don't want everyone to know. Maybe that's the reason why they don't see the good in me. I don't know.
I honestly want to scream my lungs out right now.
"When people see good, they expect good. And I don't wanna live up to anyone's expectations." - Damon Salvatore, The Vampire Diaries
Labels: all parts of it, bull, i can feel the pressure it's getting closer now, i wanna cry, yes guys that's from paramore
posted by a @ 1:12 PM
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2 Comments:
You know what they say, you can't please everybody. The important thing is, youre fine with who you are, you're secure with yourself and that's all there is to it. If you know for yourself that you did your best, I think that's more than enough and you don't have to go explaining yourself to everybody. It definitely takes getting used to ;) Just prove them wrong.
Hey thanks. =)
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