H/M

I can't even begin to explain how eventful December and January were for me. I was almost out of my mind, I tell you. I don't want to say it's something major, because I don't think it is. But... that's just how it felt to me.

Something came up, obviously. And it shouldn't have. That part of my life was already over, or at least I thought it was. That particular night preyed on my sanity. And it just went on. I was mad and confused and relieved. All that at the same time, and I don't which one I was really feeling.

I can't be too specific on this matter. I won't be. But I'll just leave it at this: it's been a between the heart and the mind for me. And I have no idea which one to use. Use.

Bleh.