Joan & Deyn

I remember when I was 15. It was the first day of college, and I was fresh from the turbulence that is high school. I was so afraid to walk inside the building and make my way through my first class. I didn't have guts back then. Now I realize, that was just five years ago and a lot has changed. A LOT.

There was a girl outside the room, about over a year older I thought, and she asked me if I was in that class, too. Maybe she noticed I was too quiet and nervous, and I think I was the only student there who had their mom around(hehe). I said yes and showed her my schedule. I learned that we have the same classes, and I don't know, we just clicked. I just knew we'd be the best of friends. Imagine, on the second day of classes, I already brought her home and showed her my tunes and all that. We also learned of things that made the world smaller for us. How funny. :)

Her name is Joan.

I don't know what it is with college, but I easily became comfortable with everyone. We're nine in our group, and I was still friends with all my classmates. Eventually, there came the grouping(from nine to 3 threes), and I found myself hanging out more with Joan and Deyn. I honestly don't remember how it's the three of us that became closer, but yes we did. When I think about it, all I can say is that maybe we're the type that don't need much to talk about just to bond, you know. You just click with these people. That sort of thing. All I can promise is that Joan and Deyn are two of the important people in my life. They're almost like my sisters.

A year passed, and things happened. I had to transfer universities, Joan had to accomplish her immigration thingy, and Deyn had to work. I don't regret that decision, because I'm very happy with my degree now. But if we're talking regrets... maybe it's how I don't get to see them everyday. I mean, gee, I see these people in my life everyday for a year. I eat with them everyday for a year. And then suddenly I just don't. It's sad. They visit me every once in a while. And eventually... it's just not possible anymore. It's either they're busy, or I am. There came a time where we didn't see each other for, like, half a year. And that is a big deal coming from someone who doesn't really have close friends from high school. Joan and Deyn are my people. They're a staple in my life, you know? And it's a difficult feat without them.

Joan left the country last year. Deyn has always been busy with work.

Well my point is... I miss them. Last night was the first night all of us talked via Facebook. There's just not enough time. :/ I look forward to the day that we're complete again, and all we'd do the whole day is laugh and be stupid and eat like there's no tomorrow. I miss them so much it's retarded.

This was 4 or 5 years ago. Deyn(green), Joan(white), and I(super awkward in red).

Oh, you know, just one of the stupid things we do while trolling people on the internet. Sigh.

This was taken from our most recent get-together(which was over a year ago, sigh). Me, Deyn, and Joan.

Okay I'm gonna go cry in the corner now.